Pipedreamer....

Evening,

I had another realization today, that I'm a pipe dreamer. Idk, ironicly I use to be intrigued by that word. I had neva got the way others discribed until I read it for myself.
Everyday I wake inspired to find my way, though I had a pretty gud grip on reality. Its so hard when u feel dat u r alone. And sadder that it may b true. I don't know how to not daydream and love the little dreams in life.
Maybe its wrong to get my hopes up, stomach tighten just thinkin dat ill be sumthing.but in reality I am underestimated and by sum folks under vauled.
Pipedreamers bliss doesn't sound bad afta all...